Saturday, August 5, 2017

crumbs


>> crumbs


I only eat whole cookies
not ones that are cracked
or in pieces, or the tiny
crumbs that cling to the
bottom of the cookie jar
or even those rattling sugary bits
mingling with grains and chips
that may have some dough
and chocolate melted inside
or bound to the clear plastic
clamshell container that they
arrive from the store in
but what's left now is only
destined for some landfill
or better, perhaps, some
cookie recycling center
deep in the desert
where maybe one day
they can be re-mixed
and become whole again!
besides, nobody really knows
what goes on out there...


-dp-
8-5-17

Friday, February 12, 2016

Leena

somewhere some time...
perhaps tonight

a young girl
rests her head
on her grandmother's lap
watching Leena Horne
on the Dick Cavett Show
some sixty, or so, years ago

Grandma nestles the child
closer and whispers
honey
honey...
do you hear that...
do you hear that...
coughing

do you hear that coughing
in the background
that's me, that's me
many years ago
when I was young
about your age

I was a big fan
of Leena Horne
back then,
when I was young
and I wanted
to hear her sing
and speak
so much
that I asked my father
to drive over
to the studio
because I'd heard
on the radio
that she'd be there
later on TV.

and there she was
my idol, my hero
Leena Horne
not twenty feet away
so eloquent, so
stylish and beautiful
Full of poise and class
and as witty as I'd dreamed

and then, suddenly
from nowhere
came this scratchy
itchy cough
it just
wouldn't stop
and only got worse

the ushers
with great politeness
escorted me
from my seat
to an outer room

gave me some water
and a hard candy
they tried to help
consoled me
but the cough
just got worse

I cried and coughed
coughed and cried
and without 
monitors 
in the room
like there might be today
I missed Leena's entire
interview and song

Leena
always the sweetheart
had heard about
what had happened
and after the applause
after her exit
from the stage
she sought me out

Leena bent down
and hugged me
dried my tears
with the sweater
she had about
her shoulders
and kissed me
on the cheek

Leena told me
it was alright
that I was brave
and sweet
spoke to my father
and then gave me
a ride home

The red sweater
the one you're 
covered with now 
was...


-dp-
2-12-16

> dedicated to my Dad, who for unexplained reasons had a framed picture of Leena Horne on his desk and would claim she was his wife.

Monday, April 6, 2015

absence

I checked her room
everything I loved 

was gone

her mother stood 
rattling knobs
a fixture at the door             
revealing only rage

this shuttered house 
conceals only memories
and the tiny absence
she permitted
home to be


-dp-
4-6-15 

Saturday, March 21, 2015

decline

this decline from middle class
to a place less brightly lit
long days lost in narrow streets
between ancient bordered brick
to my cracked stucco walk up

climb those dark sooted stairs
hard steps I rise to view bleak

alleys lined with dirty dented
dumpsters spilling loose waste
boldly to vagrant pools of
homeless piss running gently
from crudely boarded doorways
where flies buzz and feed
on randomly aged excrement
and taco bell treats of spurted puke

I wipe the wonder of
whose used condom
there dangling from my
tired steel toed boot 
resting now lifeless on
my welcome mat wanting
only for swift revival


at last, I'm here, home
at my torridly torpid room
bearably safe from this
last little patrolled lost corner
of enraged desperate city
after crackers and bread
I  shower cold stained as
water drains past my ankles


I pull the cord and kill the
swaying light bulb clinging
from wire nuts to the cracked
and peeling damp ceiling
pulling back thin sheets I
lay my boots and body down


-dp-
3-21-15

Saturday, January 24, 2015

like gravity

I lean               
perpetually
towards earth


step by step
I ease along 
its arc 

with steady 
plodding 
footfalls

each step
induces descent 
exposes fault  

hastens
my course    
towards destiny

draw me
instruct me
ease this pace

guide me
closer 
to gravity

-dp-
1-24-15


Wednesday, December 10, 2014

drawn

I lean
perpetually
towards earth

always
step by step
directly
               
treading
the curves
of your heart  

drawn
helplessly                               
by gravity  

-dp-
12-10-14    


Monday, December 1, 2014

flutter

must review these portals
slip behind two sleepy lids
reflect from darkened lenses
reel around things best hid

watch old images scatter     
flutter down my optic nerve

bounding back much clearer 
fill up my dream reserve     
hold that thought and climb

to a daydream yet to seek


-dp-
12-1-14